u/ravensbloo

I'm so proud of it

The third one is him as if he were more human like a kimonomimi

His name is Oz

I'm going to my aunt tomorrow. This is the person who gave me arfid btw.

I'm so tired

I'm so so tired of dealing with all of this

My friend asked how I'm still alive when I dissociate through most things and I told her it was through sheer cowardess

I'm so tired of being scared. It's not like they won't move on. And unlike my one friend's attempt I wouldn't say anything about it.

Kind of like my brother's best friend

except I don't have a roommate to traumatise

Which is better

I won't kill myself

I won't try

I'm too scared

Don't know how to make it not hurt

And I fear pain as I fear everything else :3