Thanks to everyone who told me that FICO is more commonly used! I’m so pleased with my score. I’ve been really going through it, but this uplifted my mood so much. Reminds me that I’m on the right track
I lost my adoptive family (no loss to me anyway, they always treated me differently, abused me, etc.) after I became severely ill, both physically and mentally. They’ve said things like my therapist isn’t a real therapist, my doctor is a bad doctor because I’m not cured, gave me so much unsolicited (and cruel) advice, told me that I’m lazy and laziness isn’t a disability, that I just “diagnose myself with things I see online” (I don’t) I’m seen as a lazy crazy person who enjoys faking being ill in their eyes. A lot of their beliefs are upheld due to their wealth and no chronic mental or physical health conditions running rampant in the family, aside from addiction. When someone in the family does show signs of being physically or mentally ill, they’re immediately outcast. With me, it’s gone so much further than that. I’ve even lost the majority of my belongings and became homeless because of them. They want me gone.
I’m on state disability while awaiting federal, and even though the state considers me disabled, sometimes I still wonder if I’m as sick as I think I am or if it’s all in my head. I really can’t go anywhere aside from appointments and tests. I cannot see friends, I’m constantly in pain and exhausted. Having no family support makes it even worse.
I just wish I had family who cared. I’m so lonely and struggling a lot with my mental health. Holidays make things worse. I don’t even want anything to do with this family anyway. They’ve treated me differently and badly since childhood. It isn’t acceptance I want from them. I don’t want anything from them. I just wish I had a support system to get through things and I don’t. It hurts so badly.
They have even seen proof of my health issues and still choose to deny it. TW: this family has also abused me my entire life and more than one family
member has SA’d me. I’m 27 now and still attempting to break free fully as my A mother still speaks to them and allows them to treat me however they want. I cannot cut her off for the foreseeable future, but I am fully no contact with the rest of both side of my A family. They also all took part in causing my CPTSD as well.
The form states I’m automatically exempt if I receive EAEDC since I’m disabled. Do I still have to fill out the form and submit it? I don’t mind since I can upload it online and it’s relatively easy. Just not sure if it’s necessary or not. I just want to make sure I get my food stamps on time next month with no hassle, as next month would be considered cut off for me.