Specifically with Eleanor Stanley on vocals. It was a Celtic music compilation and I cleverly gave my copy away about 13 years ago and haven’t been able to find another copy since. Searched online, in apps, you name it… ant help much appreciated.
I was doing really well. I had stopped bingeing for almost a whole year and then I had a friendship end. I began to eat and eat. I realised I was putting on weight but couldn’t stop. But I wonder now am I doing this as a sort of self-sabotage because the person I was friendly with liked thinner people and me putting on weight is my way of saying ‘he was right and I wasn’t good enough’ Also the ladies in my office are obsessed with weight and now I’m visibly bigger just at the time when they’re looking for a new scapegoat. Could this bingeing be due me pushing my ‘self destruct’ button again. Anyone ever had this?