u/popcorn000111

I saw him yesterday. I feel like it happened again. I walked away while having a panic attack and paranoia the rest of the day. I am so anxious that I will see him again bc we live in the same small city. I am so tired of scanning everytime, everywhere. Seeing him made me realise how real/valid my fear is and how easy I could ran into him again. I don’t want to see him ever again. I will move to another city but only in a few months. I also hate that he drives me out of my own hometown.