Idk if its overreacting but im disgusted
I cant speak english that well so ill try my best to explain.Im really ashamed to think like that but its bothering me alot.Im a teenager im 17F.I remember when my dad kissed on my lips when i was younger.And sometimes he touches my butt.I wore leggings today when i went to kitchen my dad came and said “woah” and touched my butt.And sometimes he touches my butt or he says “ur melons gets bigger” “U didnt wear bra today huh?”smth.My family usually act like its normal.Also I remember he touched me when i was younger.I was always arguing with him.And he wasnt mad at all when i shouted at him.Bc he crashes out even when we got little attidue.He continiued doing that.And i thought he was doing it just to make me mad or smth.Im good with my father but it doesnt feels right.I really dont know im really really ashamed to feel that way but i cant say anything bout this to anyone.Bc its weird.Maybe im wrong but its disgusting.I told him so many times whenever he touches i say “dont do it”.Like i have 3 siblings and they dont say anything bout it so i think im overreacting.