CW Body acceptance, gallstone medical stress
lentils, olives, dates, and mirror pic (if u have any nice thoughts)
So wo too much detail Ive struggled w ED stuff in the past but I’m eating well and I've gained a lot of weight which I’m mostly cool with, I like my curves and so do my partners, I'm active and pretty healthy. But I went to a doctor after some mild liver soreness and it turns out I have a gallstone, likely to do with medication I take but also fat intake. I *love* cheese, olive oil, and peanut butter in a way that few of you will understand and I’m actually really stressed about cutting back on my comfort foods
On top of that I’m hitting a weight that feels “socially fat” more than just midsize, which could just be in my head but it’s messing with me. I’m seeing it in my face and it's hard to come to terms with. I haven't felt this pit in my stomach looking at myself for a long time. I think losing weight should only be the side effect of healthy habits but having to change my diet on top of that is making it really hard not to fall into bad habits...