u/oxlolalovexo

I feel so hopeless

My test is on Thursday and I was feeling quite hopeful but I had a lesson today and my instructor was nit picking over a lot of things and at one point I stopped to let a car past and was watching what a van was doing and was feeling quite overwhelmed due to the nit picking and she said to me how close were you to that car? I didn't respond as I was trying to keep a calm mind and focus on the road infront, she said it again and I again didn't respond then she went 'I'll ask you again, how close were you to that car?' we then went it the test center and she said I was too close to the barrier and I just burst into tears as she was just overwhelming me so much with all the nitpicking. It's been hours since I've done my lesson and I still feel awful and want to cry. it will be my forth test but my first automatic and nit picking 2 days before my test just panicks me and makes me nervous. I don't know what to do. She told me that she's confident I will pass during this lesson but I feel so hopeless now. I felt so confident that I'd pass my second test and didn't which then resulted in me feeling really hopeless about my third and it went terrible and I cried for a while after.

I just don't know how to feel confident again.

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u/oxlolalovexo — 9 hours ago