View of Life is Changing
I’m need to vent. I’m an INFP, if that test means anything. And I’m a 26 year old female.
I’ve been thinking about life for a very long time. I would consider myself an extremely philosophical thinker. Or just a thinker and observer. Not a talker.
Something is wrong. With society. With people. Everything’s been corrupted.
Everything started when I got an iPhone. At.. 13? I think. But there’s also movies. And books, even.
A flattering appearance is all that people care about. Clothes. Dressing up. Makeup. All these influencers. That’s all they care about. How they look. Anti-aging stuff everywhere.
I’m not saying that we should neglect our appearances. But that is the main thing that’s been important and is what the influencers are trying to ‘influence’ onto people. Why?
Everything is a distraction. I wonder how smart and happy humans would be without such distractions. Dont you think most of these distractions that have been made were put here on purpose by ‘evil higher up’s’ so we never make it to our human capabilities? What we are really meant for? I don’t what that is. But I know it’s not what society has made us today. All these distractions WILL consume us. The phones have consumed us. Video games have consumed us. Movies and shows have consumed us. AI will consume us soon enough. We think w have control over ourselves but we don’t. It doesn’t seem like we do. We always go back to those distractions, don’t we? I suppose there are healthy balances to everything. But I think all of our minds are going to get weaker. Short form content has consumed us.
We can’t focus anymore. Don’t you think that’s exactly how they want it? The evil higher ups? I don’t know who or what they are. But there’s something. Why are we all giving in to it? We are we like sheep? Or zombies? I like sheep. The animal. But we are zombies. Why do we just obey?
They are changing the whole world so one day it will be impossible to wake up without being a zombie for them. A servant.
I hate influencers. All these ‘day in the life’ videos. We aren’t meant to see everyone daily lives. We are so bored with our own lives that we have to record ourselves to make it seem like we are important to people and make it seem like our lives are entertaining.
We used to just go about our days without recording it. Children used to be able to live without a parent pointing a phone in their face while they play with a new toy or something. And don’t tell me, ‘Oh, what if they just want a record to look back on in the future?” Why don’t you just look with your own eyes and take a private picture or video and save it for yourself? Why don’t you just be present in that moment and remember it in your mind? Is yourself and your brain not good enough of a place to keep your precious memories? You have to post it to the world? You can’t have a photo album or a computer I suppose to store videos just for yourself? Oh right. You can make money off of it! Right. Money. Because money is more important than keeping your life private and safe and you are just another slave to the system that tells us money will make you happier. Don’t you feel disgusting that you are making money by posting your precious memories of your pure child? Don’t you know about the disgusting people that are watching your videos of your child?
I know money helps. It’s good to have a clean home. And money for necessities. Maybe education. Even education I am now weary about these days. The ‘evil higher up’s’ could be having their ways with the educational system and changing the actual education we know of. Putting lies in textbooks. I don’t know though. I will have to think about that one.
I’ll stop with this rant. But it makes me very angry. About how simple minded and how easily humans can be persuaded by evil for the fake happiness they push onto us.
Does anyone understand what I’m trying to say?
Everything feels wrong. It feels like a dystopian movie. I don’t want to believe any of it. It doesn’t feel real.
I want people, myself included, to stop being slaves to the evil ones. I want to know what is happening at the very top. I never will. At least I know something’s wrong and we are all believing lies everyday.
I need to keep my peace and I hope every one else understands what I’m trying to say. I do not want to become one of these crazy, conspiracy people. I’m not. I am logical. I just always have asked ‘Why?’ I’m turning more and more to Christianity because of all of this. There’s too much evil happening and I want everyone I know and love to be protected. If Christianity is even true. But it’s better than nothing.