I am hoping to get the injection since I have been dealing with the pain and unable to do my hobby’s for 8+ weeks now, but overall I'm have no idea what to expec, I’m in the UK, on the NHS.
around 10-11 years ago, I got my eyes checked because I noticed a weird blind spot that was new and the eye doctor noticed one of my optic nerves was swollen, he seemed a little concerned, and said I’d need to have it investigated.
I regret it now.. but I never went to the MRI.. which was marked urgent, because I was terrified that it was going to be incurable brain cancer or something else fatal and I wanted to stay oblivious, which I’m aware makes me a fucking idiot.
the blind spot is still there, has been unchanged for all those years with no other symptoms until three days ago when the blind spot started having some flickering lights and grew slightly, + my eye feels watery. Now I’m stuck terrified of going back and them remembering me as the person who potentially ignored something fatal for a decade.
but also terrified that I’ve effectively killed myself by staying ignorant for so long.
Didn't toast the bread because I unashamedly love to make an everything sandwich when I have a fry up, LOL.
not pictured is the HP sauce I put on after taking the picture!