u/notsafeforher

I’m anti surrogacy so that’s also not an option for me. Another ideal apart from this is solo pregnancy where the child only has my genes and resembles me , and takes only the good immune system upgrade genes from his father but otherwise looks and takes after mostly me. If he looks like his dad more that’s like investing a couple million and the product comes out entirely different from what u ordered.

It takes one to know one, i was bred in a lab for this specific purpose so i would know.

Doing my Own nails: I’m addicted to it now.

I match my nails to my outfit every weekend. My skills have naturally improved with practice and I’ve been trying combinations my nail tech would not even have thought of because they’re lowkey wastes of time except when they actually work and create something beautiful. I no longer have time to fuck guys’ hands on the train, I’m too busy staring at my own. This kind of dexterous narcissism was always within me but never to such an extent. When a nail tech did them, I admired them for maybe two days after each session. Now I stare at them every chance I get, also for two days, because after two days, I have painted myself new nails again.

One of the hottest body parts in isolation for sure. he had the perfect hands, good thickness but not like, is he bloated or inflamed kind of thing, just natural respectable mass. beautiful nail bed, Good positioning he had them propped up at a visible and clear angle. Most likely, he could see me stare at them since I was literally in front of him and we kept making eye contact. He wasn’t as attractive as his hands, it was only the hands for me. I was eye fucking his manly and perfectly sized hands and really couldnt bring myself to stop. Sometimes the full package doesn’t match and ive come to terms with that. Another body part I frequently admire in isolation is the neck, but necks have more chances of being directly proportionate to overall attractiveness. Hands are more of a genetic lottery

They will tell me im projecting but it’s true. I know therapy works for true mentally illest top5% that are about to go off the deep end, like if you need psychological life support type shit, but apart from that ….