AITAH for not wanting to be with my boyfriend anymore?
my boyfriend (20) and i (19) have been together for 3 years. at first it was your picture perfect relationship, until a couple months into us dating everything went downhill, and now i’m not sure throughout this 3 year relationship if he’s been loyal at all. i continued to stupidly forgive him everytime i found something on his phone. it’s been so many times i’ve lost count. we’ve lived together now for about a year and a half. back in february (2 months ago) we found out i was pregnant. a couple weeks after finding out, my boyfriend is starting to act weird again. so i go through his phone to find him watching porn and using multiple dating apps. next morning comes and i sit down and talk with him and explain i do not want to have his children if im going to get treated like this. so march 26 i went and got an abortion, and ever since my heart has felt so heavy and i’m filled with so much sadness. i’ve lost what used to be the love of my life and best friend, along with a baby. now come to all the way to yesterday, i tried getting on his phone again and he’s changed the password. he’s distant, doesn’t want anything to do with me , and anytime i try to give him love or affection he huffs and puffs like im crazy for ever touching him. he doesn’t help me with anything, im left to clean the house and do all chores on my own. he comes home from work and immediately starts gaming or sits on his phone watching videos the whole night. i’m feeling done and defeated at this point… what should i do?