u/no-ordinary_girl

So I dislike giving oral and handjobs i think relating to past experiences but my bf enjoys it and I feel bad that I can’t give him that. He never pressures me into doing it but it’s clear it’s something he wants and he’s very patient with me and communication is great. Usually if i am a bit tipsy I have no issue with it at all and I am more than eager to do it but that’s not often and I don’t want the only times I do it to rely on me having a few drinks.

so has anyone hated giving oral then suddenly loved it? I want to try and give him more in our relationship as he quite enjoys giving and I want to reciprocate that as well. Any advice welcome!!