Dropping Interview at Christ
Okay. so i did apply to christ not so long ago and had my ET yesterday and gonna have my SA,MP and interview this friday..
Lowkey in 9th grade when i had interest in psychology and researched on the best colleges on it, Christ stood out in those google search and It was my dream college back then... till around december when i went for my round one but got rejected.. the panel was so disrespectful, they mocked me and rubbing their forehead like im wasting their time? and also asking irrelavent questions. though i did get into Delhi NCR campus, i rejected it.
For my parents sake and i did have a little hope so i applied for 2nd round, but now my interest is totally gone seeing all the other reviews on reddit and talking with a few seniors from there. I had a hell of a strict school life and i did not want to have that for my college as well.
My parents saw it in my face today that I was so down and uninterested to travel to banglore to attend the interview, and told me i can drop it, but heres the thing im someone who only does this stuff for her parents, just to see them smile and be proud of me, and overall i care too much about their emotions more than mine. I had a bit of releif when they told me i dont have to attend the interview but, they spent the money for it and i feel bad.
I mean i feel extremely relieved and i have back up unis which i already got into. but do you think its worth that i dropped this? do you think i would have any regrets not attending it? (mostly even if i do get in, i am not planning to join it, but just for my parents to have hopes of choosing my own college i felt like doing it.)