u/namuh45

I feel like a broken record.

I am so fucking sad. I keep asking myself how long, how long until he realizes he doesn’t want to actually let go of us. How long until he realizes our marriage can be saved.

And if he never does, how long until I’m okay?

I’m trying to let go, detach, accept that it’s over.

But how long will I wake up crying in the middle of the night? When will the pit in my stomach settle? When will I stop wishing he would choose me instead of her?

How fucking long will this take?

I am drowning.