Reddit is anonymous.
Usme bhi post history hide ki hoti hai.

Or

Usme bhi purani posts delete kardete hain.

Why.

...Instead I am living in hell.

But eternity is too long for love.

7 bajra hai gas kab aegi ?

The depth of my heart compensates for the shallowness of my thoughts

The realization k "agar aap unko pehla message nahi karoge to wo bhi nahi krenge" hurts. Makes you question your worth and life choices.