u/morganaloves

Okay y’all I’m 27 years old, and I have NEVER been able to insert anything, the first time I used a tampon I passed out from the pain….so anyway. When I was around 20 I started pelvic PT and trigger point injections, this went on for YEARS with no relief. I’ve had relationships end, I really truly thought I would never be able to experience sex, I wasn’t even hoping for pleasurable sex, just PIV with moderate pain was all I was hoping for. Last year I finally got up the courage to get vaginal Botox, and I had such high hopes…….and it didn’t do shit. I was totally heartbroken. Fast forward to a year later, I’m in a new relationship and I’m like okay, let’s give Botox another try. So I got a second round of injections, and the started using my Milli dilator every day (which is a dilator that expands inside you and vibrates so it helps IMMENSELY with entry pain) and about 3 weeks after the Botox I was able to have PIV for the first time, I still had some entry pain, but a few minutes in there was no pain at all!!!!! And it felt GOOD!!!!! Now I’m able to have PIV multiple times a week and really truly enjoy it. I had lost all hope of ever getting better, so I thought I’d throw my story in here to show you all of you’re feeling low that if it can happen for me it can happen for you. Now I dilate on days I don’t see my boyfriend, And use a gabapentin cream at night to help with the entry pain/ burning. This has been a life long struggle for me and I can’t believe I can finally say I’m healed.