Anyone ever feel disgusted at the idea of being human?
Definitely an odd question, at least bordering on edgy, but it's something I've thought about a lot recently. Sometimes, I see people (even myself) doing the most human activities like even eating, and for some reason it makes me feel wrong. Like sometimes I feel like I'm seeing people's base instincts being expressed, even in more complex or intricate ways, and everyone starts to seem animalistic. Maybe it's a cope for the fact that I feel completely separate from general society, so seeing their actions and subconsciously quantifying it down to something animalistic makes me feel more "right" in any eccentricities I have. But at the same time, when I start expressing obvious human behavior, it makes me feel like some sort of disgusting animal as well. It honestly makes no sense to me, and I'm not really sure why I'm like this. I might lowkey be an alien.