What's the point?
What to do genuinely, everyday I'm just barely keeping from drowning. Ever since I started HRT I've become even more dysphoric, not less. I'm scared. I feel like it's making me severely suicidal, I feel like I actually might 41 if I continue, it's seriously messing with my brain chemistry, also I'm getting more emotional and aware on hrt, making me even more aware how I'll not pass ever and how I'll just always be this horrific chimera-thing.
u/monsieur_lulu — 9 days ago