a childhood memory i cant figure out
(Warning: scary)
I have a memory from when i was maybe 4 or 5 where i was lying on my stomach on my bed in the dark and i was touched in some sort of way that i cant remember. The memory ends there and i cant make sense of it but ive always had a feeling in the back of my mind that i was sa’d but i cant prove it or pull more from the memory. My mum also said shed never have let that happen. Also i like get uncomfortable about anything sexual and even though ive had crushes ive just wanted to be friends like just not interested in that stuff. Im 17 so compared to my friends sometimes i feel a bit embarrassed.