I feel like I am missing something
I M20 I have for the last 5 ish years I feel like my feelings just don’t feel anymore. I don’t really get sad the last time I cried it was in front of my old boss in his office after I was like 30 minutes late to work and issue I’ve had and had a hard time kicking for most of my life I just sleep so heavy, anyways I don’t know how to explain it I feel like myself but I just feel that I don’t get happy for other people even for a close friend a mouth ago last his dad to cancer and I found myself just checking up on him but I never really was sad about it. It has almost been 5 years since my dad past away also to cancer (melanoma). I have 2 roommates that I don’t really care to talk to long story. I don’t really know what to say or if this post even belongs here… I apologize for my probably terrible grammar and punctuation.