u/mashasdrives

Just fully realized this today after a "final straw" fight. My dad rejected me. I know I have to stop yearning and begging because no amount of it will change my parents, but I still have to live with them and I can't stop wanting that love every time I look at them. It feels like I'm alone in everything now. It's so unfair I don't know what to do, I can't even sleep. How do I even begin to be ok with this?