I feel even worse now
So already I’m having a hard time believing I’m actually trans because my mom caught me dressing fem and all and told me it was a fetish and wrong, and then I just made a post here last night that said when watching porn the feelings of wanting to be a girl are strong. WICH I ALSO get outside of porn. When ever I see a beautiful woman I just think to my self I want to be her. Have her body. Look like her. Dress like her. And this is how I think a lot when I see beautiful women. And when I dress feminine I like it a lot. But when my mom told me it was a fetish and wrong then I kind of felt disgusted or wrong wearing it. So that doesn’t help. But then last night my post I made got removed and I was told no fetish or chasers. And now I feel really worse