I've been my mom's caretaker for a few years now. I have dated here and there, but everything fizzles out. I know I'm not emotionally or physically able to date right now. I can't have anyone over because I live with and take care of my mom.
I still yearn for a partner though. I earn to travel and experience new things, partner or not. But I can't.
Tw sh, suicide
I'm a new user and on 25mg every other day ive only taken it a week and a half. My doctor thinks I have bipolar mixed.
Whenever there's something wrong, even just a minor inconvenience or something out of my control, I have an increased want to SH or even kms. I haven't SH in years, however, one slight argument with someone and I want to stab or cut myself.
Is this normal?
For me while being a caregiver to my mom. So many of you send sweet words, encouragement, and relatable stories. Each time I read them, I teared up and smiled a bit.
One of you sent a color catcher sticker as well, so I stuck it on the window near my mom.
I really appreciate each and every card that has been sent my way.