u/luciefawn

My height is embarassing to even say out loud. Even as a girl it's horribly short. I hate it, I feel so ridiculous and inferior to everyone. It's so bad being waaaay shorter than any boy OR girl. I can't even claim that i'm a dude because of how short and feminine looking I am. I've repressed for so long but I can't do it anymore. I know that if I try being masculine/if i try transitioning i'll look dumb and even uglier than I already am. But i've seen this trans dude on here who's 5'0 with the great muscular physique i've always seen on tall cis dudes and that i really wanna have. He looks great on pics but idk how i'd look IRL if i'm this short and muscular. Should i even try ? I'm so ashamed i don't even wanna think of trying. I keep telling myself i'd look like a short compact weird girl trying so hard to be a dude :(