honestly this is the most annoying thing in my life that i wake up and have to hit the bottle, it’s not even fun anymore a straight up chore to just get the day out of the way and expensive as hell continuously drinking throughout the day, i’m getting close to two pints a day and it takes me pretty much one full one in the morning just to get well and from there i’ll float on the second pint.
it’s the scariest feeling in the world, i first experienced its two years ago, i hold my breath when i have panic attacks and don’t realize it, the doctors told me it’s a lack of oxygen to your hands, it starts out very tingly and soon enough i am unable to use them and they involuntarily shut closed i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy
I’m such a social drinker but i recently moved out of town (to escape my alcoholic tendencies and spoiler, it did not work!) just trying to see if anyone’s down to chat i could use a fellow alcoholic friend (25 F)