Really frustrated about bottom surgery process in Canada
I have really bad bottom dysphoria and there’s nothing I can do about it because I’m so mentally ill I can’t even string together six months of stability. The longest I’ve been stable was 11 months. I did everything right, I got on HRT young, I waited the year on hormone therapy. Just to be told I can’t get it because I’m not stable enough, and with waiting for funding and waiting for the hospital to actually do the surgery I’d have to remain “stable” for at least like 5 years and that just seems impossible when i have a personality disorder and a severe mood disorder. My bottom dysphoria is so bad I hear about other people in other countries getting it and I want to be happy for them but i honestly feel so jealous. I’m at the point where I’ve almost given up on ever having it. Yes, I know it’ll cause a dip in my mental health once I get it, but living like this forever will also cause my mental health to decline but nobody recognizes that.