The closer it gets to June the harder it's hitting me.
I don't want Rec Room to close. I've spent almost 10 years playing this game and the majority of those years I played it in VR with all the amazing people that I met on the game. I'm still friends with some of those people and we've literally went through the last 10 years together knowing each other.
We didn't play as much as we used to of course but we always got on from time to time just to reminisce and hang out and now we're never going to be able to do that again.
My dorm room is full of Polaroids of me and my friends throughout the years and all those pictures are just going to be gone now. All of the places we spent time together will be gone and as time goes on our memories will slowly start to fade and we won't really remember what it looked like anymore.
It's hard to deal with and it's hard to cope. I just feel like I'm losing a big part of my life.
I was so excited for their 10-year anniversary this year and I can't believe that's the big surprise we're getting for 10 years is that it's shutting down. It just breaks my heart. I really wish something could happen where they won't close. :(