should i reach out to my old situationship [m21 and f21]
last year around this time i was kinda talking to someone / we were becoming friends. it got really messy and he was really depressed and i was very insecure bc my past and was still kinda seeing someone on the side who caused me to have severe trust issues. he eventually started dating another girl, and this girl would stalk my tiktok regularly throughout their whole relationship. he had also talked mad shit about her to me while we were friends/talking. Now almost a year later we have not talked in almost a year and i noticed him and his gf broke up and he made a new snap. i was thinking about texting him but idk if i should. this is my draft. any advice pls welcome. i truly miss the friendship i had with him and upon reading our texts and thinking a lot about what happened i realized i was a little crazy and unhinged and i dont want him to hate me. (also side note he made a new snap and blocked me right away and then i noticed a couple days later he didn’t had unblocked me)
draft of text i want to send:
i’m honestly not sure that you’ll even get this but hopefully u do. i just want to appologize for the way i acted towards you and just everything that happened between us. im honestly rly embarrassed of how i behaved and the person i was. i’ve done a lot of growing and a lot has changed in my life and i would like to think im not that person anymore. idrk why im reaching out and saying all this but ive just been thinking a lot recently about a lot of things and i just feel really bad about the way i treated u and how i handled everything. i was going through a lot at the time that had nothing to do with you and i just took it all out on u and im truly sorry for that.