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I'm 17 right now; my parents waited pretty long to put me in driving school, so I will be 18 in September meaning that was probably a waist of $400 since they refused to get my classes sooner. I finished my classes months ago but the school is extreamly behind on classes and I kind of doubt I will be able to get my hours with them in before I turn 18, I honetly think its best to just forget about doing the hours since it might be a waist and drive myself to places like work and school till I turn 18 then I will get my actual licence. Im not at all worried about getting in trouble to be honest most people at my school drive and I know about 2 people out of many who drive who have an actual licence so I know its very common where I live for teens to drive with only a permit.

I want to watch the 3 Madoka Magica movies but I cant find anywhere to watch them, I have almost every subscription but crunchyroll and I havent been able to find it on any free streaming websights.

I tried posting on the Madoka Magica subreddit but my post was taken down for some reason and google has no answer so I appologise for asking here but I couldnt find any other subreddit. I want to watch the 3 movies but I have just about every subscription but crunchyroll, I was hoping someone here on reddit knows if any free streaming websights have the movies, Ive looked myself but most websights are taken down or dont have the movies or require weird extra downloads.

I'd like to start this by saying I have been to doctors for this before, but they haven't been much help, I've been dealing with lightheadedness and other symptoms for around 4 years now. I have had blood tests and a "POTS Test" where they took my blood pressure with a cuff by making me lay down and sit up, for the blood tests apparently all was normal including my iron levels. Doctors have told me this is normal for my age because I am growing but I know for a fact I have some sort of medical condition. I'll try my best to describe my symptoms. I often get light headed from standing up too fast, I can also get light headed suddenly and randomly or if I am walking too much. The lightheadedness comes with my heart racing and problems breathing(It just becomes hard like im out of breath from exercise) I can't go up a flight of stairs without my heart racing and me being light headed and out of breath (This happens no matter how slow I go up the stairs tho with walking going slower usually does help) Sometimes like right now I just feel very light headed and a kind of derealization even if I am frequently drinking water and eating. I had a week where it got really bad to the point I had to miss school because I felt like I was going to pass out constantly and the two days I did go I had to have people walk me to my classes because I felt so close to passing out, it also gave me extremely bad anxiety. I know this is not due to dehydration or my diet. I drink water every day and eat many different things and have even changed my diet with no affect to my issues. I really want to know what is wrong with me so I know how to stop it or at least manage it so I can use the stairs normally and don't get these horrible episodes or days where I constantly feel like I am going to pass out.

Every night I have multiple dreams around 5 I can usually remember bits and pieces of when I first wake up but I know I have a lot more and sometimes remember more then 5. These dreams feel like they are all in different realities and very real, for comparison my boyfriend often has dreams about weird things like dinosaurs but most of my dreams are very similar to my life in a way they could 100% happen in a parallel reality or something of that sort. Sometimes one or two dreams I remember more vividly and they feel more significant like they hold a message or meaning.