u/kyokosenpai23

How is assembly of God church as a study centre? And can anybody tell me what's the deal with contractual and regular student thing?

I heard there are two ways u can give nios either regular or contracted. Can I give contracted? Cuz it is more beneficial I don't have to travel far from my home regularly . fees is much less compared to being a regular student. Can anyone tell me about it? Will it be a problem

How do y'all think about jmdi academy.. Is it worth joining there?

How do y'all recover from burnout? OH FYCK TOMORROW I'M GONNA GET MY RESULTS lol. Idgaf.

Jidhr bhi ja rhi hu kisiki na kisike muh se imucet sun rhi 😭😭😭 bc next year aur bhi gand phad registration hogi💔. Drop le rhi thi, because I'm genuinely interested in this career. But next year bhi bohot saare log aa reh I can sense that. And unko puchti to sbka mostly plan ye hi rehta ki dns krunga, early money earn krunga fir business krunga. 😭😭😭whaat. Lol.

Why does life is suddenly feeling extra dull? Comedk dene ke baad i am literally constipated 😭😭😭💔. Literally rotting in bed. Hbu guys?

Physics was hard😭 i found chem somewhat on easier side, jiska math strong vo kr skta 😭😭but physics pehle hi dekh k gand phat gyi

There are only 3 people, and 2 of them are guys 😭😭😭 I wish a girl would come, man 😭🥀 it's so awkward, I'm not focusing for the exam but I'm standing alone in a corner 🥀🥀 my friend hasn't arrived yet 💔 I wanted to see how people are signing, but I can't approach anybody 😭🥀 if any girl comes to TCS Gito Bitan and spots me, I’ll be in a red tee and black pants with hair like Abdul Kalam (curly) and a fatass 🥀 please 😭😭😭 just give me a glimpse.

Why does my hair style look like APJ Abdul kalam today😭😭😭🥀

Abhi se uth ke taiyari kro😭😭😭😭i will be mad tired today.

Aaj achha khana khake kal paper me hagne jaungi✌🏻🥀

So I have known this guy for 4 years now, we are veryyyyy veryyy close friends. Initially in our friendship I felt attracted towards him but I shook that outta my head and moved on with my life. Never met such a cool person like him, great person, kind, sweet, kinda a flirt but knows his boundaries well, a nerd in everything he likes. Ik everything almost about him. Almost I said not everything, I have long way to go. ( mind u he is someone ik from online, never met him, ik people will say meh online shi are so dumb, IK I CAN'T HELP THO, Irl shi are kinda more dangerous to my mental health). Well whatever I feel is one sided obviously. He doesn't want anything online ( I never confessed, he told me when he was talking about some other girl from online who liked him) , and his choice is valid. Irl relationships are more genuine than a online one so yea. During that time my feelings weren't that strong so I treated him like normal friend, he liked other people, his talking stage failed, I dated a guy which didn't workout, so I thought when I again talked to him, I was like meh it wasn't that serious at all. After that I never dated again, and the bond between us kinda grew , I felt really grateful to have such a great person as my friend. But in recent 4-5 months things escalated quick, I liked everytime he called me up randomly when he saw me online, just to check, his text notif got my ahh smiling, we have so many similarities yet we are so different which I really liked. His fav things kinda became the interest of mine and one day he talked about a girl he liked and the girl kinda reciprocated (obv a girl from where he lives) but eventually the girl backed off. Which left him heart broken. When he told me that, I felt a weird feeling jealousy, sadness, but also that I shouldn't be feeling this way. Obv I consoled him. Few months later things between us got kinda 😝hehe flirtatious but then it stopped. I actually decided that noway I'm ever going to confess to him. Cuz Ik he has seen the worst of me, basically saw me growing😭. He'd never romantically like someone like me. Also he lives in West, I live in East. Lol, he don't want anything online. And he is such a good friend of mine, I never wanna lose him. But I see his name or something related to him in everything recently. Crazy. I miss him so much but I can't say that to him, I like him too much but I can't say that to him. So as usual I decided I will shake of this feelings of mine and move on with my life. I deactivated my insta thinking he won't even notice. But the moment I did I received a text in wp. ( my ahh is blushing rn). Sometimes I think he knows I like him. But now that I deactivated my account. He texts me even though he is busy and barely uses wp. 😗😗how do I forget my feelings towards him. He actually is the spitting image of my type. Even his voice is my type. Even if he gets bald, I'd still like him. 😭hopeless as shi. But there's no point in the end he gon marry someone his parents choses for him. Nvm. Tell me how do I move on from this.