I'm in a ton of group chats but nobody actually knows me
this is gonna sound stupid but I'm in like 13 discord servers and a bunch of group chats and I talk to people every day. but nobody actually KNOWS me. like nobody in any of these spaces could tell you what I'm going through right now or what I'm actually interested in beyond surface-level stuff.
I'm 19, been in NYC for a year, and I keep joining these big online communities thinking I'll find my people but it's always the same. to many people on the server, conversations move too fast, nobody even remembers your name. I'll post something personal and it gets buried under 40 messages about something else.
I don't need more people to talk AT I need a small group of people who actually give a shit about what I'm saying is that too much to ask? anyone else dealing with this feeling or am i being weird?