u/kidmuzic

I knew I wasn't going to be able to meet the preferred deadline (for Thornton School of Music), so I opted to play the waiting game and prepare my materials for the next coming cycle of enrollment this fall (thinking of going for something in the field of Music Production or Sound/Graphic Design if not that) as a transfer student. I also do Peer Support Counseling outside of work apart from general literary arts, so I have my eyes set on the field of Psychology/Mental Health and Spirituality as well. Depending on how the process works, though, I know I'll have to reconsider my options, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.

I'm not set on the decision yet since I'm getting back into sports, but I figured I'd ask for insight in case I do decide to move forward with it.

Thanks in advance! ✌🏽

I didn't discover Jungian Psychology until late 2022, but it's when I started my individuation journey, so I went back and took what I already started and molded it into some sort of story. The series is called "Dreams and Memories," which was inspired by Jung's book, "*Memories. Dreams. Reflections*." My dreams used to be random and disturbing, but after noticing the patterns and reasons for my dreams being the way they are, I started having better control of them and made turn it into an artistic habit that has improved my ability to create and has given made my artistic integrity more authentic (my biggest streak was lucid dreaming 7 nights in a row as of a few months ago ha smostly been based on colors, light, space, and (un)consciousness).

Now I'm working on relearning more about my level of understanding of the concept of the similar differences between attachment and detachment. I thought I knew about them, but now I'm starting to wonder if detachment is another form of (or the same thing as) attachment because I sometimes feel attached to disconnecting or dissociating from things that I feel doesn't align with my personal interest or disturbs my peace, which I am starting to believe is some sort of projection in itself due to some resentment involved. I think reflecting is pretty cool and not as scary as others may say, or at least after the uncomfortable part has already beed addressed or faced, and is a fun topic, in my opinion. My favorite right now is part IV and V as it expressed my nihilism before the reflections seep in and change my persepctive to a more realistic (but positive) outlook in life in and outside of my *self*, if that makes sense. I haven't been avidly studying his work lately since I've been working on my second book and busy at my job, but let me know what you make of it, or are able to.

Not here much, I apologize if this is as repost. 🙏