u/jordan_all1k

I’m currently out of town for work and I’ve been going to AA meetings for the past three days now and I need help going through the steps and understanding them because I feel like there’s a part of me that’s rushing it and trying to go too fast. I just want my life to be ready, but I know that with this early sobriety stuff I need to be patient and allowed time to take its course. I get back to Colorado on the 25th of this month and I would like to have a sponsor push me and keep me dedicated and to this new journey.

Yesterday I made a post about being scared to go to AA and I had the greatest experience, I heard stories very similar to mine, I talked about my experience and I had a moment to be real with myself. It’s now day two of sober living and I was told to come back and I’m now spending the whole day here so I can just focus on being better. So thank you to everyone that was there in my post telling me how amazing it will be because it truly is!

I want to be sober to be there for my sone and my ex fiance but I’m scared of the consequences of my actions from drinking. I had a buddy at work tell me that they give you a token of sobriety on your first day sometimes and I want to it but I’m worried I don’t end up going