u/joehokay

I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that it is over. I cannot go back. I was always hoping that he would have the bravery to change, to face his demons, to grow into someone who can have actual conversations about problems without ignoring me for days, pushing me away and once he was okay becoming mad when I wanted to talk about it again. But he so cöearly told me that he does not have the capacity to change, he still loves me, but he cannot let anyone close again. And it hurts so much. I thought he was the one. I need to let it go but it just hurts all the time. It does not stop. I just want it to stop.