What to do with this marriage?
I been married for 9 years and I feel like its getting worse. my babe has an addiction to material or online things. not bad stuff like streaming all day or night, watching streamers or streams even while driving. He making all of us (3 kids and me) stay quite so he can play. He never can be without his phone. he works a job that really when he wants and if they call. I work! I deal with the kids come home clean take care of his dog, (he never helps with) he doesnt cook clean help with anything. he definitely has alot to say when he doesnt get his way. like me getting a cup of water after I just worked, picked up the kids(even though he is HOME) came home cleaned cooked still in work clothes myself clean the kettle make sure the kids shower have clothes ready and when I finally sit to just take a break. he asking me after he been sitting all day, to get him water to go to the store to tell the kid to be quite the go get him beer. I hate that he is streaming!!!!! or trying to be a streamer and yes I told him how I feel but I get this "my community comes first, im the king i do what I want, if you dont like it leave! ill go find a place to stay so I can stream in peace ooh and the best one yet .. ima just gunna leave you you complain too much.. I just want him off of it im sooooo close to throwing it all outside to get his dam attention. its like im a maid and Im alone. I want someone to talk to I want a friend I want to get away. I wanna be happy i dont want to leave cause I do love him and I want him to notice what he doing to this family. But at the same time im so alone. Cant go on trips cause he needs to stream. purposely argues so he can be on the game.
what to do..
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