u/itsjustsugarwater

you make me feel so unbelievably good about myself and where i stand in life

i want to check in with you

i want to know how you are

i want you to know why i’ve been distant

i want to hear about your day

i love how quickly you reply

i love how easy it is

i love trying to be better and having it feel right

i still think about your _____ ___

and how it caught me so hard

i’ve never consistently loved something like that in an object permanence way that i’ve associated with you

without wanting it to be mine

though, it is me, too, already

i never told you that

but i like thinking about it as just yours

i knew i had to say something

i knew i had to keep saying things, the hard part

i wish i was there

i feel the emptiness

every

single

day

The way our relationship is, is the most important thing to me. It means more to me than anything else.

I wouldn’t trade the way I relate to others for the world. The way you raised me paid off. I’m completely healthy and majority happy.