u/iminsane26

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im 18f So there’s this guy, my best friend turned boyfriend, like literally my homeboy 😭 and we started dating and first year was sooo good. Like genuinely good. But as soon as we entered second year there was this huge fight.

Basically his childhood crush texted him casually on Instagram and this man started thinking “omg maybe she still loves me maybe she’s waiting for me” and all that filmy shit 😭 meanwhile he literally kept me on a waiting list while figuring out if he should go back to her or not. He even asked her if she had feelings for him and she said NO 😭 she literally just texted casually after a long time.

Then after all that he came back apologizing saying he loves me and wants only me and all. After that honestly he became sooo good to me. Reassurance, attention, princess treatment, everything.

Then again same January kinda situation happened but this time MY childhood crush sent me a request. I accepted it bas bas. I didn’t start imagining “omg maybe he still loves me maybe I should go back” like how he did 💀

Now comes this Mohini and Damini thing.

So Mohini is his friend and she keeps giving him relationship advice and all. Apparently she told him stuff like “your girlfriend trusts you so much why are you acting weird just talk normally with Damini” and all. And Damini is basically his old crush’s friend.

Now listen I genuinely don’t know Damini personally. She might be a good girl idk 😭 but I just DONT like him talking to her. Not because I think they’ll date or something but because after the whole crush incident it just feels weird to me. And he knows that.

Mohini is older than him btw like more sister type vibes only. Nothing romantic. they were good frnds and I'm OKAY w that

And what annoyed me more was Mohini interfering so much in OUR relationship like bro why are you directing traffic here??!!??

Then one day I got really mad asf and texted Damini directly. I didn’t abuse her or disrespect her but I basically told her she should stay in her limits and not involve herself so much in my relationship. Bsc even before this she used to make things weird like screenshotting stuff if we matched pfps or liked same reels and all. like making unnecessary observations 😭

And then omg drama started.

She showed my texts to all her friends and started acting super hurt and victimized like “his girlfriend said this to me omg I feel so bad 🥺” and all. And what hurt me most was my boyfriend DIDN’T EVEN TAKE A STAND FOR ME. He was apologizing to her on my behalf like “sorry for her behavior” and all.

That hurt so much honestly.

later things calmed down and he stopped talking to Mohini that much also. Like no calls and video calls now. Only casual talking if she comes from hostel and all.

this damini and mohini thing happened in mid March.

But yesterday something happened again.

I had fever yesterday and I told him. He was out picking up mohini and he was sooo dry to me. Like I told him I was sick and he was just like “okay” 😭 no care. Even at 5pm while he was playing I told him I ain't feeling well but he was like okay i gotta okay byee and I blocked him everywhere out of anger and then phir se unblocked him today morning because I felt stupid 😭 also hes having exams rn and I didn’t want to mess with his head more.

But he’s still not even asking me how I am feeling. Not even one proper message.

And now I just feel stupid because I genuinely love this guy so much but sometimes I feel like he stopped caring emotionally and I’m the only one overthinking and feeling everything deeply.