u/ilikesnackin

This is my second apology to you. I know I should be saying this to you in person, but I’m too embarrassed by what I did, so I’ve just been avoiding you.

I really admire you as a person... I like everything about you. We have so many similarities that I truly pictured us getting along and becoming close friends. I hope you didn't internalize my actions or start doubting yourself. I know I’m a coward for just leaving you there, but I have personal problems that I’m too shy to talk about. The reason is honestly so cheesy, but I think you may have taken it seriously and really to heart. I feel horrible about it and have been beating myself up ever since.

I will always regret what I did. I will still always pray for you and your dreams, though. I saw how much hard work you put into your job, and because of that, I will always be rooting for you.

Once again, I'm so sorry, Fred.

Has anyone else noticed the inconsistency in Fast fresh's wraps? My favorite wrap which is the Cauli Ceasar Pop seems to taste different every time I visit. On one occasion, it was incredible.. topped with black seeds and had a distinct lovely sweet flavor. I think it had mushroom in it pud pero when I returned yesterday, it was topped with nutritional yeast instead and had gone back to being bland. I’m so disappointed because that previous version was exactly what I was looking for.

Bag-o lang nahuman among session today. Four months na sukad nagsugod ko'g pa-therapy for depression. But until now, wala gihapon ko'y trust sakong therapist. Not because dili siya masaligan, sadyang wala pa jud mi naabot ana na level sa among Client-Therapist relationship. Surface level pa lang akong masulti. Daghan kaayo ko ug gusto i-express pero dili pa nako kaya i-share during sa session. Ug everytime mahuman ang session, it's like ga open ko'g decades old na wound na until now, ga-cause gihapon ug emotional pain if ma remember nako. Then from there, mubalik akong kalagot, frustration, and mga betrayal na naexperience nako.

One of the most difficult feelings to heal kay ang toxic shame. Sa duha ka therapist akong naadtuan, dili nila gina-focus ni sa therapy and I don't know why.

Akong coping mechanism karun kay maminaw nalang sa last album ni Ariana Grande. Maka-relate ko sa level of pain na iyang gi-communicate through her music and grabe pud iyang trauma sa past. And just like her, ga wish pud ko na unta ma-erase nalang atong uban memories so we can bounce back sa life like nothing happened.

If tinuod pa nang Brighter Days Inc, I would sign up for it jud.

Naa koy naka-chat diri na guy sa reddit and nalingaw ko sa among conversations but I lied 70% of the time 😅

Gusto pa unta ko magshare ug mga interests nako but upon reading our messages sugod sa pinaka una, I realized na he's caught me lying na diay and just went with it nalang.

Pahungaw rako kay maski anonymous ni diri, ulaw diay gihapon ug masakpan nangatik HAHAHAH. I plan to delete that reddit account tonight ug diri nalang ko. Hahaha good bye sir! Sorry po!