i am currently very depressed and feel no sense of direction in life. i hear that this retrograde is what has us in a state of misery right now. i also heard that things are supposed to get better for us in october? is this true? how are you all feeling right now?
i have struggled with anorexia and sometimes binge eating my whole life. it’s on and off. this year once i started and ended up getting off medication (zyprexa), my eating disorder started to come back and i got obsessively concerned on my eating habits and weight. the main reason i have come here to ask about this, is because i always have someone in my life who has to talk about dieting, working out, eating habits, body goals, all sorts of stuff that trigger me. i hate when people mention workouts or their diet plans or their body goals around me. my mother and sister already used to bully me a lot growing up, telling me that i looked trans because of my small chest. i have a coworker who starts giving me workout advice out of nowhere to grow my ass and it’s really frustrating. does anyone else struggle with eating or any similar triggers?
i have recently been starting to feel so much hate. i used to be a very loving, kind, and forgiving person, but recently i just feel irritable and hateful towards anyone who does something that bothers me even once. i used to be very calm, quiet, reserved, and sweet, but recently at my new job, i just feel so hateful. i have this coworker who is twice my age and keeps trying to humble me, and i just feel really hateful towards her. i know it is just to stand up for yourself and set boundaries, but i just feel like before i would have been so sweet and wouldn’t have even noticed that she is a mean person. idk. it’s not even that i just feel hateful, i feel raging hate inside of me at all times of the day thinking of the people who have done me dirty. does anyone else feel like this? how does this hate make you feel about yourself if so, and how do you fix it?
i have recently been starting to feel so much hate. i used to be a very loving, kind, and forgiving person, but recently i just feel irritable and hateful towards anyone who does something that bothers me even once. i used to be very calm, quiet, reserved, and sweet, but recently at my new job, i just feel so hateful. i have this coworker who is twice my age and keeps trying to humble me, and i just feel really hateful towards her. i know it is just to stand up for yourself and set boundaries, but i just feel like before i would have been so sweet and wouldn’t have even noticed that she is a mean person. idk. it’s not even that i just feel hateful, i feel raging hate inside of me at all times of the day thinking of the people who have done me dirty. does anyone else feel like this? how does this hate make you feel about yourself if so, and how do you fix it?
I’ve felt so alone lately. I feel pathetic. I feel like I’m a burden to all my friends, and I feel like everyone hates me and thinks I’m annoying. I hate that I complain about being sad and anxious so much, but it’s just so unbearable. I literally hate everyone, because people don’t watch their mouths, people are mean, people are bullies, people have no empathy. Every morning I imagine myself cutting my wrists and bleeding, and a bunch of friends walking in on me laying dead and finally caring about me, and thinking that they should have been there for me. I daydream about this scenario often. I don’t know what it is. I wasn’t like this before.