i hate my job.
yes. i hate my job.
i am currently 4 months into flying after the completion of my training and i hate it to say the least. i dread to go for a flight everyday and i find it meaningless to explore new countries on my own.
i have came to a realisation that i would rather explore new places with my partner and people i love.
i feel like no one truly understands me? everyone is thinking about this job being a lucrative one. yes, the pay is decent. yes, i dont have to bring my work home. yes, i get rest days overseas.
but what about the passengers and crew that i have to deal with on a daily basis? i have to fake my attitude 24/7 to satisfy entitled/rude passengers.
my patience has also decreased every since i became a cabin crew. my mood swings are more frequent and i tend to get irritated easily.
i hate my life and i hate my job.
maybe because being a cabin crew was never a dream job for me & i just did it for fun. no one understands how i feel 😭 i dread it so much & i cant leave because of the bond. im this close to seeing a psychiatrist.
is there anyone out there feeling the same way as me?