help for future (baby aroace)
hi! i'm a teen, and i'm 95% sure I'm aroace. I've never had crushes or been interested in anything intimate or romantic with anyone of any gender. I've started thinking about the future, and I'm honestly really scared. I kinda grew up thinking I was just a late bloomer, and I figured I'd start liking guys (or girls) at some point. But I'm well past the point that I think that'd develop, and on the very likely chance that it doesn't, I don't really know what I'm going to do.
I'm okay in school (mostly As and Bs, a couple of extracurriculars), and I'm sure I'll get a decent job at some point, but housing costs and apartments are crazy expensive right now, not to mention the crappy economy as a whole. Basically, I'm really concerned about having to support myself on one income. I'm aware that QPRs exist, and they sound awesome, but I know that realistically meeting another aro/ace spec girl/nonbinary person in the wild is a long shot (i don't think i'd be comfortable with a guy unless I really knew them super well (bc of reasons)), and I'm not comfortable with meeting up with aroace people from the internet for a variety of reasons.
All of my friends are allo, and I'm not out to my parents, so I don't really have anyone to talk to this about. Even if I do find a roomate, they'll inevitably move out at some point when they get married/settle down. I'm just really concerned about the cost of living and loneliness once all my friends inevitably get married. I honestly don't know what I'm asking you guys, but I just kinda need to talk about this to ppl who understand. Is there anyone who had similar concerns but it ended up working out, or an alternative to the worries I've had? Thank you for reading that wall of text lol