I missed it, but I'm very curious about what happened.
So, were all countries listed?
Did all of them have candidates up for a vote?
Were there just names? Pictures? Audition tapes?
It's ridiculous!!
And painting products.
What other products are beatin to death on ST?
I have lived as an adult for 22 years and most friendships never stuck for me. I don't have a local society that I was born into, other ethnic groups are so tight. Now as a middle aged adult, I am seeing friendships fail between the longest of relationships. I don't get it. I feel bad for y'all, more than my forever lonely self. Is this just today's ways? Is it because we live in a populous metropolitan mini region, now you're a dime a dozen? I don't get it, and it's terrible to see my boyfriend lose his best friend over nothing, to see my friend's oldest friends to crap out on him for selfish reasons. People are so selfish nowadays. No one cares enough to make a real effort, yet they complain about being lonely.
. Don't look at us with shocked eyes. Then a slight disgust. Don't get defensive. You make yourself LOOK guilty, just don't do that. Don't withhold, be transparent, ease my restless thoughts. I told you this last times. It doesn't help that you have been guilty many times. I'm sorry! I'm trying ! But you're NOT HELPING me. I need to get a hold of myself. I say STOP I need space, just pause, please. Why don't you help me when I need you? Please stop. I can't fight, I need to stop while we're ahead. I already slipped a few times, acres out, I'm sorry. I'm trying! Stop! I pick up papers thrown earlier, fold laundry, smoked weed. I'm calm now. Tears but calm. Talk to myself. I'm my therapist, just like for everyone else. I can help them I can help myself. He finally comes inside, we talk. I tell him I'm sorry. I hope he can forgive me. I truly am. I'm not hyped anymore. I know you're angry. I explain to him all that I dealt with today. I'm missing one med. Didn't realize I missed my other dose a little too long. Ruminations, my age, on my way to bankruptcy (a relief!), time missed feeling heavy. He stops me and says, I just got home and you come at me paranoid. I know baby, I say, I'm so sorry... I JUST told you my condition and I flared. Goddamn it I've been there for you, what about me? I'm thankful to myself for getting a grip. That's a win for me. ( Oh, forgot to say, I've been there for him, who has the same disease as me. )