u/highsndlows

How I wish he would have choose you

How I wish he would have choose you for you not to feel this way. Not being choose is a different pain. I wish I could have protected you. It's not fair he just wanted to get something from you.....I've told you to be careful but I guess youll live and learn.and I'll pray for y'all and maybe y'all rekindle

. You can do this you got it get up!! I believe in you. I don't have to wonder around on Reddit when I feel anxious to feel like I'm close to you anymore. Not everyone's worth it hell I ain't worth it either. I'ma all messed up one day I'll look forward to be happy for now I'll just keep looking for motives to stay above ground I don't need to block you cus everythings on the table no more secrets. Have a good night give our son a kiss for me. Animo!

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u/highsndlows — 18 hours ago
▲ 1 r/Diary

I'm here for you even tho you don't suffer for your self I'll be suffering for both of us.

I'm here for you .even tho you don't suffer for your self...I'll be suffering for both.

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u/highsndlows — 1 day ago

I feel like you have to much stuff going honestly like moneys getting you you.

to much stuff going honestly like moneys getting to you or something. That's why I can't be here any longer this isn't good for me mental health. some people are meant to have it. I'm not your seconds or thirds I was supposed to be your first. Na it's ok I'll go. I really hope you better you're health I will be praying for you constantly I hope soon we can talk other important stuff that we need to talk about. Take care of your self. I love you.

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u/highsndlows — 1 day ago
▲ 7 r/Diary

I can't make you want me.

I can't make you choose me. It feels like that's all I've done. You always have up on me and maybe we are talking to different people cus honestly I've never left. But this has been going on for quite some time now. It's crazy all them other times you made me feel insane. I'm just glad I got to see it finally sober. Maybe you dnt in fact feel love would you be ok with me doing what you do? It breaks my heart cus you expected so much respect for nothing. I cant make you choose me and that's why I stopped calling cus youve never wanted me you have no type of frame of whats wrong and right. I hope what you told me earlier was just a lie because that shits killing me .

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u/highsndlows — 1 day ago