u/hereandalive

im bi but due to a bunch of body image issues i really can't explore my sexuality (while sober) the way i want to because i feel like anyone no matter the gender is just going to like . have to pretend theyre not grossed out. i just don't have a conventionally attractive body and i feel like i'd be imposing it on someone even if they didn't say it. i try to lose weight and it's an ongoing effort but its been a life-long battle and im just tired of all of it. how to get over it? 😞