FIRST RELATIONSHIP
So the story goes like this. Before 8th grade ended I became really close with a girl who was my female best friend and our friendship was amazing. At that time she wanted a boyfriend so I was trying to find someone for her. I used to send random requests to people on Snapchat and one day I sent a request to a girl. She accepted it and we started talking. At first I didn’t even believe she was real 😭 but she actually was. We met on Snapchat on 12 January and the next day on 13 January she proposed to me. I was completely blank because nobody proposes that fast and it was my first time too. She was honestly really beautiful 🥀
Our relationship went really well. The only problem was religion because I’m Muslim and she was Hindu. We were in a long distance relationship living around 5 hours away from each other. We were both from UP. She was Rajput used Singh as her surname and belonged to a Sunar family. Even though it was long distance we did everything online together Valentine’s Day Kiss Day Chocolate Day everything. That time was honestly the best part of my life and probably always will be because it was my first love.
Things were going really well. I used to post stories for her every day. I even stopped eating non veg for her. I made a lot of efforts and did so much for her. I even gave her a birthday gift but before my birthday came we broke up. The reason was that her family found out for the third time that she was still in a relationship with me. The first time they took away her phone. The second time she got beaten badly. The third time her sister called me and threatened me a lot but even then I didn’t leave her. They even threatened me with an FIR and still I stayed.
Then her brother found me through my cousin’s Instagram story because his account was public. He talked to my cousin took my number and honestly my cousin was never really good with me either. Her brother contacted me and eventually came to my house. Everyone found out. My mom already knew about us and the crazy thing is she was actually ready to accept a Hindu girl for me. But after all this happened she left me just to protect me and make sure nothing bad happened to me. We broke up on 7 July.
After that everything ended. I begged her a lot not to leave but nothing changed. Still the thing that hurt the most was finding out that just 2 months after our breakup on my birthday itself someone proposed to her and she accepted him 🙃 And now they’re still together while I still haven’t been able to move on. Today is May 13 and it’s been 10 months since the breakup. I’ve cried a lot remembering her.