The look like an awkward mess... their lollapalooza mia performance was way better, they didn't have any choreography (expect intro and outro) and just hyped the crowd and it worked way better than whatever this is. They could have made a good choreography for mia, but decided to tell the girls to act like strippers and called it a day
Firsty, I'm sorry for any errors, english is not my first language. Also, it's going to be messy, I'm just typing whatever comes up in my head.
I'm 19F, I was diagnosed with gerd last month, but I've been noticing symptoms of it since last summer ig? I've been struggling with disordered eating and body dysmorphia for my whole life. I have been on and off with recovery, but I can confidently say that gerd makes it even harder. My main symptoms are bloating, vomiting and lack of appetite, and every single one of them makes me not want to recover, I could even argue that those symptoms caused me to get worse. My stomach is bloated 24/7, which obviously makes me want to not eat, but not eating makes the bloating even worse and god forbid I eat something my stomach randomly decided is not good. I actually feel like my gut is straight up not digesting my food, but idk if it cause of not eating enough, or gerd, or mix of both. How am I supposed to recover from restricting while also dealing with an illness that makes eating food painful. It got to the point where I started forcing myself to throw up just to get rid of food in my stomach, cuz it was so painful. Im so sick of it, I just want to live normally without worring about food, but I'm afraid I'm doomed. Disordered thoughts never go away completely, and my gerd is just so unpredictable. This whole thing makes me so anxious, which probably makes the whole issue even worse. And a cherry on top? It's my final exams week! And a month later? Signing up to the university! My head is never quiet and I'm afraid none of my issues will be solved. Maybe when I pass all my exams I will calm down and everything will come back to normal, idk, right now I feel doomed. I'm still getting medicated for my gerd, I recently stopped taking my antibiotics and now I take supplements, so maybe that will help.
This post is so messy omg I'm sorry, but I just wanted to get my frustraition out and I though this sub might be a perfect place for that. Idk if any of those things are connected in any way beside anxiety, so I might have been just typing some bullshit 😭. Pls tell me if it somehow makes sense, or if im just overreacting.