Averaging about .45g a day since I started 74 days ago. How fucked am I?
Basically the title. I counted my baggies and calculated against that since I started, adding a little extra for lines or bumps I’ve bummed off other people.
I’ve started going to NA meetings, have a timed lockbox for my shit, started taking green tea supplements multiple times a day (but only within the last week).
I haven’t noticed any bladder issues or pain so far, aside from the most minuscule leakage starting about a week and a half ago.
If anyone has any advice or recommendations it’d be much appreciated. I had 4 years sober from alcohol that I gave up about 6 months ago, but that’s been all fine. Drinking hasn’t been even a minute problem so far. It’s really since I first tried ket that things have spiraled a bit. I’m still mostly functional, barring some decrease in performance in my school work, and making my flatmate a little concerned. Really lucky to be surrounded by supportive friends who let me vent and talk about how frustrating it is to go back to meetings.
But if anyone’s gotten clean/been able to achieve a level of control with this shit I’d love to hear your experience!
Thanks guys much love ❤️