I have sm since I was 6 years old. I never had a friend in my life. I want to have friends but no one wants to be my friend.
I have seen many Psychologists and Psychiatrists and they give up on trying to help me. They put me in mental hospital for several months for having sm. It made my sm worse. I was given many medicines to try to help me. The medicines made my sm worse.
Teachers think I choose not to talk but that is not true. They always punish me for not talking. They make me write lines, make me stand in front of the class, make me sit beside the most talkative person. They make my sm worse.
I was told that sm will go away after I'm an adult. But that is not true. I still have it. I graduated from university. But no one wants to hire me because I have sm.
I don't know what to do.