I need some actual books with a lot of smut and not so much…other plot. Everything else is boring and I’ve read basically everything, so any reccomendations of books (possibly on kindle unlimited?) are appreciated!! :D
So basically before i got with my girlfriend i was a virgin and just in general i suck at sex. I never know how to initiate, go from making out to sex.
She’s great at it since she’s more experienced than i am but it’s not fair if she keeps having to start and I’m just laying there like a potato.
And for the record we’re both adults. I just suck.
Like, one time i was on top of her kissing her and I didn’t have a clue how to start sex and so I sort of collapsed, almost cried and she had to comfort me for around 10 minutes before I calmed down.
I feel so bad. My issue is always that I don’t know if it’s okay if I touch her inner thigh, or over her underwear. I don’t know if she’s going to freak out and reject me from there. Because I’m also autistic and a few times before I’ve tried to initiate and she’s shot me down because she wasn’t in the mood but I couldn’t read her body language.
I want it to be spontaneous. But if anyone knows how to initiate sex easily and read her body language, it’d be greatly appreciated!