Narcs involved in libration / movement work?
Looking to hear from anyone involved in liberation or movement work. I feel a deep desire to return to spaces like this, but I feel like a wolf in sheep’s clothing and I don’t trust myself knowing I deal with narc traits. I feel I have been involved in this work because I know I should - I mean I hate the world as it is now, it’s rlly deeply vile. But I feel very toxic and it is necessary to be able to take and grow from criticism in this work, as well as to empathize and operate from a selfless place. It also feels like a copout to abandon the responsibility to these struggles to remove myself - that seems selfish in its own right. So I’m stumped.
Has anyone in these struggles worked on themselves in order to preserve a healthy relationship to these communities and spaces? Has anyone found a niche where they can be useful more than they’re harmful?